As I said in my previous post, I am launching a brand new routine :
Yay! Kinda proud of myself for keeping on track, as in managed to drag myself opening my laptop and write stuff on my blog. This spirit pretty much aligns with a post I came across today on Instagram :
The above posts is Andra Alodita's (@alodita) - kudos to her for always spreading positive energy towards her instafollowers including me! Have always been inspired by her instafeed.
Anyway, the message is pretty simple as she put it into a hashtag #celebratethesmallthings
I was moved by her very well-thought caption on how she explains the mindset to enjoy the process. Setting eyes on the target is indeed important, but somehow personally in most of my cases, I became way too focus in achieving the goal and neglected that I could also enjoy the journey. By doing it that way I became very impatient (well...I am impatient) with the result and keep on blaming myself for having setbacks. On most of the bad days I even decided to quit trying.
Not enjoyable at all :(
Honestly, today was not a great day to be celebrated. I lost my appetite and only had one meal (I even ate bcs my mom got mad at me for not eating right), cried my heart out of hopelessness, and to wrap it up my breakout is getting worse due to my stress.
Since this post and the next posts is going to be a journal of me celebrating my small progress, I will try to change the way I convey the story to be deserving of being celebrated.
I feel grateful for today!
I ate a delicious braised beef with rice as my only meal for today so I don't feel bad on the calories intake because it was tasty!
I cried, I felt hopeless for not having the motivation to continue living. But I managed to stop crying and distract myself (thanks to lil sis) so at least I got an empty head for some time!
I realized my breakout is not getting any better, but I saw some acnes from several days ago starting to heal even if there are new ones I still have high hopes on getting back my clear skin with my own affordable way!
I think this post is not bad at all as a kickstart for my newly launched routine, innit
Bye for now! Gotta catch some sleep before suhoor!
journaling my thoughts into a blog post
Yay! Kinda proud of myself for keeping on track, as in managed to drag myself opening my laptop and write stuff on my blog. This spirit pretty much aligns with a post I came across today on Instagram :
The above posts is Andra Alodita's (@alodita) - kudos to her for always spreading positive energy towards her instafollowers including me! Have always been inspired by her instafeed.
Anyway, the message is pretty simple as she put it into a hashtag #celebratethesmallthings
I was moved by her very well-thought caption on how she explains the mindset to enjoy the process. Setting eyes on the target is indeed important, but somehow personally in most of my cases, I became way too focus in achieving the goal and neglected that I could also enjoy the journey. By doing it that way I became very impatient (well...I am impatient) with the result and keep on blaming myself for having setbacks. On most of the bad days I even decided to quit trying.
Not enjoyable at all :(
Honestly, today was not a great day to be celebrated. I lost my appetite and only had one meal (I even ate bcs my mom got mad at me for not eating right), cried my heart out of hopelessness, and to wrap it up my breakout is getting worse due to my stress.
Since this post and the next posts is going to be a journal of me celebrating my small progress, I will try to change the way I convey the story to be deserving of being celebrated.
I feel grateful for today!
I ate a delicious braised beef with rice as my only meal for today so I don't feel bad on the calories intake because it was tasty!
I cried, I felt hopeless for not having the motivation to continue living. But I managed to stop crying and distract myself (thanks to lil sis) so at least I got an empty head for some time!
I realized my breakout is not getting any better, but I saw some acnes from several days ago starting to heal even if there are new ones I still have high hopes on getting back my clear skin with my own affordable way!
I think this post is not bad at all as a kickstart for my newly launched routine, innit
Bye for now! Gotta catch some sleep before suhoor!
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